Monday, March 13, 2006 @ 1:41 PM
just suddenly felt like blogging something that really touched me before i leave the house to east coast for usher retreat.
i want to be with Him all the time.
to be in His presence, always, no matter where or when is it; to always speak to Him constantly, in my mind and soul and my heart; to really be doing all things for Him. no matter what i'm doing, whether its eating or drinking or singing or acting or leading, i want to do it all for Him, with Him.
i want to be constantly be in His presence.
is that too much that i'm asking for?
He said no. and He said He'll love it.
oh God. i really want more and more and more. this strong desire within me. to really do all things for You. to bring more people to You to experience this kind of extraordinary feeling. this Love from You.
oh God. none can describe this.
these are not just sweet talks; these are words from my heart, my mouth, my soul. and i meant it, God, i meant it. and i want it.
all the time God. to be with You. all the time.